LOL. Tradition lives on. :P

I'll PM you all where it is.

I discovered a new way of making a person shut up after he/she commits one serious faux pas: subtle comeback.

Have you been in a situation where you guys talk and what's really on your mind is admiration and praise but they'll turn around and make it seem as if you're an idiot for not knowing that at all. Okay so to him/her, it's an easy feat but for me it's not. I can't see myself doing the same thing he/she did. And people around the world would risk and arm and a leg just to get that type of blessing.

I said "Wow, congratulations! Really! That's no easy feat."
He/She said "Uh...actually it is. All I did was this and that blah blah blah"

I don't want to get mad with him/her because that would be shallow but why can't I get over the fact that I felt stupid at that point? Can't you just say a simple thank you?

So sad...I wanted to lash out and say "oh I'm sorry if I'm such a moooooron that I didn't know that." but I chose to say this instead: "Well, I just admire those who know a lot about flash/css/html because I'm knowledge deprived in that area." HINT HINT HINT!

I'm just hoping he realized that what he/she said was totally uncalled for.

How can I become his inspiration?

Does he know he's my inspiration?

Someone hacked this easyjournal of mine...

Seriously...

SONAFAAAAAAAAAAA!

Thanks to Blossom for pointing it out. :D

I filed for my resignation today. I don't want to wait for my boss to leave for the US. If I have to deal with him now then so be it. It's irrevocable anyway. So rejoice, rejoice, those who despises me. It's as if I'm not laughing at your fates.

I'm trying to compose this song. I'm no musician (and I sometimes go flat...) but I'm striving to learn. Hehe. It's something on my to-do list. I want to sing some indie-pop songs (I find them easy to reach but I still suck). Wish me luck. The title of the song is "What I have done". I'm also (I promise!) going to finish the unfinished Children's Book I am forever trying to polish. It's time to get my dreams back on track and these, these are my endevours. I don't want to waste my God-given talent (pray that I do...lol) and wish me luck.

Do I have any regrets resigning? No. I don't. It's better this way. I'm better off somewhere else.

*sigh....*

And yes...I just talked to him this afternoon and morning and I yearn to talk to him again.

There's this heaviness I'm feeling. Like I'm struck with an invisible force. I'm scared. I really am. It's like I'm already expecting a looming disaster. It's not about work. It's not about my health. It's something else.

I'm scared...

And yet I'm happy at the same time.

WTH.